my head and eyes swelled yet again today.
i have already said this and i am going to say it again -
i am in love with Syaikh Khalil Moore’s lectures.
really. i am.
why?
Tarim.
Tarim was all over the place when he spoke. images of Tarim were everywhere when he spoke. the full-of-nuur faces of the Haba’ib in Tarim appeared every now and then when he spoke. he made me yearn more and more for Tarim and its people when he spoke. he has this thing inside him which made me feel as if i was really in Tarim. yes, to that extent. so tell me, how could the eyes and head not swell??
i wish i could make him stay in singapore till the end of my time. ok that sounded selfish. let me rephrase. i wish i could make him stay in singapore till THE END OF TIME.
you would have to attend at least one of his lectures to get the gist of what i am talking about.
i am speechless.
i do not think i am able to sleep tonight. i want to draft a few plans on how to make the blessed Syaikh Khalil stay in singapore FOREVER. if that does not work, i will draft a plan on how to abduct him. (would i get arrested by saying this on my blog? they know i am kidding, right? but maybe if they themselves make it a point to attend Syaikh Khalil’s lectures, they would want to do the same too!!)
i had thousands of questions to ask and millions of issues to discuss. i did wait till the end of the workshop and the end of his meet-the-participants session to humbly approach him. and then i hesitated. my sister was literally FORCING and PUSHING me to move forward towards him. i couldn’t. i just could not. and i do not know why. i mean i think i do know why, but…….. alah susah lah nak cakap. takpelah, lain kali je lah. thing is, i know he knew i had wanted to meet him.
and the best part?
it was when my sister and me were watching him walking towards the car. and then what happened next made my heart freeze. for like 5 seconds? i am not too sure if i did the right thing. but that thing which i had done came naturally and without me intending to do it.
somebody please make Syaikh Khalil Moore stay!!!
and sisters of mine - you know who you are - i am truly extremely happy to have met every single one of you! see you again tomorrow, insyaAllah!





